I'm unable to breathe through my nose very well, and I seem to be infinitely blowing my nose. It's a real bummer, but I appear to be a bit better compared to yesterday.
Depression seems bad today. Really bad. I'm so tired all the time, but today especially. I don't want to go to work but I really have to. I can't afford to skip it.
I really like my life for the most part. As hard as it is at home, I love my family. I'm very thankful for them.
I have great friends. Really, they're great.
I'm very lonely though. Care is at school now and Leighanna works two jobs, both very opposite to my schedule. The rest of my friends always lived far, but in times like these it feels more significant.
I'm very scared about my condition. Sometimes it gets really easy to justify the bad thoughts, and I'm just too tired at times to fight them off. Hopefully I can get into the treatment soon.
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