Having a really bad day of depression. I want to cry every second, I didn't go to work today and I don't want to go tomorrow. 

I hate this. I just want to be better. 

I feel really alone, one out of two of my friends in Brampton has bronchitis and I don't want to hang out with my other one because I don't feel close enough with him to be in this crappy mood. 

I had a second of bad thoughts.