A) staying up late and,
B) crying.
Richard and I broke up yesterday. He drove down to do it, said it wasn't fixable. Apparently we have just been feeling too much like friends. I am very sad about this, and my heart feels heavy. I am on and off in a good stage and bad, and crying sporadically. At the same time though, I'm okay with it. I think I've been preparing myself for a while now, and Richard stopped acting like a boyfriend a few weeks ago. He was distant, and I could tell. Truthfully, I think it is a good thing. Deep down, I'm aware that our relationship wasn't perfect. There were a lot of things I didn't like about Richard, and things he did. I just put up with it because I love him. It feels like this relationship was over weeks ago, but it just finally got to a time where one of us had the confidence to end it.
It was a good relationship, and I have no regrets. I'm lucky to have been with Richard. I hope he is very happy.
I will still be sad for a while but, it will get better over time.
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