My heart is broken though. It mended itself really quickly when I got my hopes up about getting back together and then quickly tore itself apart again when Richard rejected any idea of getting back together (even though he suggested it in the first place sort of).
I miss him a lot. I really wish he was with me tonight, holding me as I fall asleep. I miss waking up to his snapchats and hearing my phone ring once he was done work.
This is all normal though. These thoughts will grow few and far between and eventually I'll be going to get ready for bed and realize I hadn't thought of Richard once in the day. Until I won't even realize I hadn't thought about him.
But for now, I have to live with the pain.
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