Thanks be giving

Well, it's Friday. I survived the week. It's been up and down, some moments have been harder than others. But mostly, I'm alright. This weekend feels like it will be hard, I keep thinking back to last years thanksgiving when Richard was really excited to see me, and wanted me there all weekend with him. We were so happy. 

I'm not sure we were happy towards the end, but that happens. Do I think with a little work it could have been fixed? Yes. But it's okay. I keep going with the reassurance that eventually I am going to meet someone again who I am so in sync with, and who wants to be happy and nt so happy with me for a long time. Relationships are hard and they aren't perfect, and sometimes they do feel like it would be better to end. But there's a person who works through all of It because a life without me is out of the question. 

I seem sad, and I think maybe a little part of me is. But I am just so happy from the book I am reading and happy knowing I won't be alone this weekend. And that I have such great people in my life.