Rejection sucks. Not being worth it sucks. Not being able to stop missing and loving you yet sucks. 

Why wasn't I worth it? Why wasn't a year of love worth it to try and fight. 

I miss you so much you stupid asshole. 

Seriously fuck you. I'm so hurt and my heart hurts so much. Why did you go this to me last weekend??? You got my hopes up. 

You stupid asshole. You broke me. You hurt me. I am so sad. I'm so sad you're not with me anymore. 

I just want to cry.