Party anxiety

I just really miss Richard right now. It's hard not to when I'm surrounded by guys who don't get my humour. When guys who are interested in me just don't have the conversation abilities that he did. 

I wish things hadn't gone so horribly. 

I know I have to be patient but I'm excited for the day I meet someone again that I mesh well with. 

I'm at a party right now and I feel awkward and I can't get into the flow of it. I'll probably leave when Stuart does which makes me feel guilty because I came to be with Sierra for the weekend but, I just can't do a party tonight.