Nothing particularly happened today but I don't want to break my habit of writing. I was in a mostly good mood.
Actually, I do want to complain... Not complain but just rant I guess. I hate being new at a job.. and I hate being new to a job that kind of takes longer to get used to. I find that little surprises pop up when I'm alone that completely throw me off guard, or I reserve a truck that has been promised to someone by my coworkers but doesn't have a reservation on it. It makes me really afraid to do anything and actually learn/work. I feel pretty useless at times. It's not that I'm not trying it's just that I feel bad asking a million questions all the time - especially when things have already been explained to me.
Other than that though, I really am much happier in this job.
Here is a photo of Kev and I matching:
It really was a hilarious joke and Kev is funny and played along with it too. We were watching this really horrible display at the mall with horribly robotic and out-dated bears that 'sing' and we joked that it was our first date and was a great concert.
(Also, going to throw this out there - I'm sorry I rarely talk to you lately, Sierra. I'm not neglecting you - just texting is a bother at work and nothing really happens. Plus I'm just so exhausted I find I have little energy to do anything including socialize. Miss you tons though.)
Also an update on my lips: They are actually so chapped I can't smile with my teeth at all and are really swollen/scabbed. I look diseased. It's sad, this has never happened to me before. WHY NOW?? I have chapstick (Bought three in one weekend because I lost two) Kevin actually found me Bert's Bees in Target and bought it for me, and even though it helps my lips like it is coconut flavoured and I hated coconut. But it isn't awful and it is very hydrating. Plus I really appreciate the kindness, even if it was small, I have good friends.
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