Gone Camera

I went to the movies tonight and I had every intention of filming the memory but I was so impressed with the movie (/cold) that I didn't. Which is disappointing.

My friend Oliver and I went to go and see 'Gone Girl' I was kind of nervous by all the hype it had received especially because I hadn't really watched any trailers and I'm very critical of films, or so I like to think. I thoroughly enjoyed it. There was really one one part in particular I really had a massive critique on but other than that, it got me thinking into all kinds of directions about the background of the events in the film. I'd like to read the book, I'm kind of disappointed I didn't get to before the film but... oh well. My mistake!

It was kind of funny and sort of awkward because there are a lot of sex scenes, like hardcore sex scenes, in the movie and Oliver is pretty Christian. Did I feel awkward about it? Yes. Are we ever going to talk about it? No.

The previews showed a lot of promise for films being released in the next little while. Different genres of films too, which I think will be refreshing. Musical, love, action, etc.,
I'm not sure if I made up action. Truthfully I'm just talking about Into the Woods and The Theory of Everything... The Theory of Everything has Felicity Jones in it, and considering how much I love her and Like Crazy, I am presuming my love for her in this as well.

Had a good day overall, nothing to complain about. T-minus two days until I am States-bound! I'm looking forward to it. I have my passport all ready and my fat pants for Olive Garden. Shannon has been getting my really pumped for the Olive Garden, we look at the menu daily. I'm going to get dessert even if I'm full beyond capacity because they have tiramisu! TIRAMISU. I love tiramisu. I think if I had to choose between chocolate cheesecake, and tiramisu I couldn't do it. I would rather eat a rock than choose between my loves like that.

It was a really big struggle not to overuse the words 'looking forward' and 'excited' in this blogpost. I think I am sincerely running off adrenalin from how much I enjoyed Gone Girl because I'm just feeling overly optimistic and excited (let's count the amount of times I've gone to say excited, seriously, I had to give in though. My vocabulary sucks.)

I know I say this many times and I'm probably starting to sound annoying - but I don't care this is my blog I do what I want - but I am really happy. I'm not happy in an unrealistic, denial kind of way because I still get stressed, and sad, and mad, and grumpy. But I'm just happy - I don't look at my life with this negative tone anymore.

Everything suddenly just seems more likely.

I'm applying to college soon. Probably this week or next. Yay.

Likely. Everything is more likely.

Everything will.