I can't remember the last time I made a post that had actual quality content.

A lot has happened. My life has had this odd balance of chaos and order. I've had trouble not isolating myself from people, and I'm finding it difficult to mend what I broke.

I moved last week to a place that I haven't really been able to make it seem like home, and that scares me. I wish it felt natural. I know I felt like this when I first moved to the Ward house in second year, I remember it felt as awkward as I'm sure taking your first steps does, but I wish the process would hurry.

I am happy though. I'm mostly just scared and nervous which I know I'm confusing for sadness. Which also sounds like denial, but I promise I'm fine.