I've been fighting with a lot of self-esteem issues lately. 

Whenever I look at myself I rarely feel pretty, and I'm always convinced I'm fat(ter than my skinny self) and gaining rapid weight. 

For instance, the above photo was just taken by Richard. It was originally a snapchat and he said 'this is nice, I'm going to save it' 

And all I could see was a big waist. 

Deep down, my rational self knows I look quite small here. But I can't get those thoughts to win. 

I also hate my hair. It does nothing. And it makes my face look fat.