2k13-2k14

2k13.

Life has been pretty crazy this past month. I made the decision to withdraw from school for a year in order to improve my mental health as well as really figure out what I want to do with my life. My life for a really long time has felt a lot like one of those booths at a carnival with all the different fish, and I’ve just been throwing balls into random bowls trying to find the perfect fish. But as the fish are rotating, you don’t really know which one is best suited for you. It’s better to just go to a pet store, step back and be able to study the one you feel is right for you. I’m also disclaiming that I am perfectly allowed to make a crazy fish analogy because of my love for the little guys.

I have a bunch of different ideas right now floating in my head, like sticking to my original plan to pursue geology as well as thinking about looking into psychology. I’d also like to try and get into an interior design program. The only thing making me hesitate though is a math requirement that I am lacking. I’m incredibly stressed right now… but the kids are going to be alright.

2k14 is currently the unknown and I’m so scared for it. I just have to face my fears and remember that it is the same as when I was younger thinking there were monsters in my closet and realizing that there are no monsters waiting for me.The only monster that exists is a lack of trying.

P.s Metric has grown on me. 2k14 is really going to be an interesting year.