I'm just tired right now. My depression is definitely back. I feel pretty hopeless and I'm stressed. It's so hard to find a new job. 

Had a really nice, relaxing weekend. 

I switched shifts with my coworker on Friday so I worked until two so I wouldn't get to Richards super late at night. 

Although one my buses was super late and stuck in really heavy traffic, I still got there at a reasonable time. We basically just cuddled and binged house of cards. It was nice. 

Saturday morning was relaxing as well, we both just sat around the pool and tanned before going to a pool party at a friends house. 

One of Richards best friends came up from Ottawa for the weekend. He's really nice. 

The party was a lot of fun. It was to celebrate Lauryn and her brother graduating from university. There was a lot of good snack foods, and good music. Lauryn's family heats their pool, which some people don't love (Richard) but I LOVE heated pools. I don't like cold water. The party started really early, and we got there right at 2, so by 10:30 a few of us were partied out. I hit my head at some point in the pool and was taking Tylenol - which makes me sleepy. 

Richard, Richard, Matt, Hanna and I all left and went back to Richards to marathon Cowboy Beebop. I don't think I made it through one episode before going to sleep. 

Spent Sunday morning also exclusively relaxing. Matt came upstairs at stolen 12 I think and we put cowboy Beebop on. Only downside was we weren't expecting Richards parents to be home until 7 but alas, they were home at 3. 

His parents brought a lot of tension and we almost didn't stay for dinner because we were both upset about things. But we did. 

I was feeling pretty emotional and needy so I stayed over at Richards. Which I don't regret. There's nothing I love more than falling asleep beside that man and waking up next to him. 

The next little part is super cheesy but at one point I woke up at around 5:30 and the sun was still pretty golden, and it was streaming in through the window. I was the little spoon and super close to Rihard and all I could see was our hands holding as he breathes heavily and it's lame and cheesy but it's just those little moments that really make a day great. 

Here are some fun photos: