Things are getting worse. I'm so unhappy at work, and I'm so unhappy at home. I can't afford to leave.

Our washing machine broke. Which means I'll probably have to go to laundry mats or something. We can't afford a new one, and we can't afford to get it fixed.

It's so hard. I don't know if people get that. How hard it is. I mean, I know there are people who do. But it always seems like I'm alone.

I just keep wishing things will get better, that we'll get lucky. But we never do.

Struggling with both home and work life. I'm miserable in both places. Feels as if my depression is back and I have a ton of anxiety. 

I've decided I'm going to take osap out so that I can move out in September. Hopefully it works out. 

I spent the weekend working, and partying. The worst part about the Satursay shift is it really makes the weekend feel incredibly short. However, I managed to still make the most of it. 

Friday I went to the mall with Richard and bought a dress for the classy themed party we were both attending. 

I found a dress, but most importantly, I found a place that makes delicious burgers. I love burgers. I could probably eat hamburgers every day and not get sick of them. 

The party was fun!!! Had a great time and everyone looked fantastic. Here are some photos: