I had a lot of unnecessary weight insecurity from ages 13-19 or so. After 19, I started losing a lot of baby weight and maybe just weight in general and started thinning out. By last summer, I was at my smallest in what felt like a long time. Who knows, I may have just been imagining it. The past few months I've been doing a lot of emotional rating. Although I am nowhere close to being obese or even overweight, I still feel awful about myself. I've particularly gained a significant amount of weight in my stomach and thigh area. I know it's my eating habits but I find it really hard to change.
I tried on a pair of shorts I bought last summer and they looked so bad on me. They're high-waisted and my fat seems to muffin top and just really show, where as last summer my waist had no fat and the shorts really complimented my stomach. I was really confident with my body for the first time last summer and now I feel like I've messed up by letting myself gain so much weight. Maybe I'm extra hormonal about it because of my period but it really does suck.
I hope I can lose it gain.
